summer in winter.

And as they fall silence is all that is in my limbs

Pale Darkness // + Longest Winter Playlist

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Winter feels so dark and cold this year

that every Winter in the past looks so much brighter in my memory.

I start my walks when the sun is about to set or when it's

already gone and I can see warming lamps in homes

of people that share a dinner in the kitchen. 

I see fairy lights and a warmth that I miss.

But I come back to a place full of music.

This November was all about music. On my walks, when I work, when I cook

and bake... So here are some

tracks for you that maybe give you some warmth

on these cold and dark days too.

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In the darkest autumn we find the most golden leaves

The light hits the walls, but it doesn't hit my heart

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New lines and spots of light to discover.

On the walls and floors they form

sculptures of interesting shadows, but there

is this fear of the coming night

where the light will be gone 

and only the quiet feeling of the

streetlights remain.

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A hush over the meadows // Playlist + Video

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 I feel this hush inside of me and over the meadows

while I walk trough the high grass no one

might have touched this summer.

These places feel so lonely and alive at the same time

with their wild growing appearance

that touches my skin while I remember 

the times I have been here before.

My skin feels warm, my mind

is with the changing season, the changing life.

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Dear roses,

In Summer's Pace // + Playlist