Please take my hand and take me back to this day

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Please take my hand and take me back to these shadows,

to the sand under my feet in the cold river water.

Please take me back to the caravan I wanted to go

on a trip with you, to the apple tree that was my summer umbrella.

Take me back to when you stole apricots from the neighbors

tree for me and to the ripe raspberries that fell apart in our hands.

Take me back to the wind and to the fields that

lifted me up in a universe only you and I knew.

Take me back to all of this,

just for a moment or forever. 

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Pale Darkness // + Longest Winter Playlist

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Winter feels so dark and cold this year

that every Winter in the past looks so much brighter in my memory.

I start my walks when the sun is about to set or when it's

already gone and I can see warming lamps in homes

of people that share a dinner in the kitchen. 

I see fairy lights and a warmth that I miss.

But I come back to a place full of music.

This November was all about music. On my walks, when I work, when I cook

and bake... So here are some

tracks for you that maybe give you some warmth

on these cold and dark days too.

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Alive in the softest glow

Sit down with me

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And as you tell me your stories and I tell you mine

I see worlds shaping up in your milky coffee by the golden autumn.

Your hands look out for the warmth and everything seems so peaceful for

a moment because you make it so. 

 Your really see me while your eyes meet mine. 

They cry and laugh, but they are with me.

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